Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
" Before there was Johnny V there was the man who gave me my straight up realisation smack. The guy who made me see how addicted to the wrong men I really am. His name was Brian Lowes "
August, September 2008
Friday, June 25, 2010
(...Continued from the pink room)
"We're working backwards and that's okay,right? I think. because last saturday I was working backwards too. It was some sort of magnetism. I was damaging myself just by standing in that park. I had damaged myself by looking at the park on google maps. Why was I stupid enough to thing I could handle this shit?
Monday, June 21, 2010
I strike a match to light a marlboro red.. they're too strong but they're all I have so I offer one to Hayley. I tell her that I never smoke alone so she has to share the joy.
Hayley klien, the usually stable girl went to find the scene of the crime: Jablonski C's house in the middle of the saturday night. She searched for two hours, going from estate to estate... getting nowhere. And then!!!!
Sunday, June 20, 2010
In the midst of the serious things in life funny things happen. Normal things happen. The world still spins. People still flirt, smile, fuck and burn.
Then night after she met Johnny V and Jablonski C she dabbled in gaining back control. Johnny V had made her feel like she was now his possession with texts like "we should keep this quiet, what we have, our own dirty little secret" .
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
"Me and him live in two different worlds. I live in the world where, I hope, i try to do the best I can. I listen and the word no means no straight away. When the letters are placed in the right formation and flow slowly or rapidly from your lips, whether you're spitting them at someone or playfully shoving someone, often you're saying the word No. His world is dirty, lacklustre. His world lacks colour, innocence and all the subtleties that makes someone stable fall in love.
He is someone I would describe as beneath me. He is a boy who strives to be someone important but can't find the way. He pleads with everyone to like him and walks all over those who give him a chance because out of all 6,827,519,257 people, in the world at 00:46 UTC Jun 16, 2010, i am the one who is left with his damage.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
If you want to know how you feel about yourself just check in with your dreams. Hayley does.
Hayley's always with me now, in one way or another.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Let's skip the boring stuff and get back to the story.
Me and Hayley back together.
You have informally been introduced to Johnny V and Jablonski C, unfortunately a formal introduction seems improbable due to the fact that they would have to agree to being awful, unintellegent life forms who deserve to be taken to a shed and have their testicles removed and their wounds sprayed with insecticide, wich as I said is improbable!
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
“ I made a mistake with him but will I stop making that mistake? What makes a normal, relatively stable girl shake it all up for a boy she hates??”
well we’ve been here before Hayley haven’t we?
“everytime it’s safe you mess it up, you love the danger, the fear that you do not know who you are.”
Let’s call him JOHNNY V.
well, Johnny V had an obsession, he also had a problem, he also had selective deafness. He boxed to this years love courtesy of David Grey he hadn’t yet joined the human race revolution. He was raised as some sort of You Porn product.